Friday, August 18, 2017

The Block

I feel like I have hit a block. Even though I have had good news this week, and finished a huge project for work before the deadline. I can't help but feel like I am not enough, or I feel lonely in my head. I keep saying that it isn't my day but it seems like its ending up not being my week. I'm trying to reiterate positive affirmations to myself and new beliefs but I can't seem to get through it. I don't know why exactly I have decided to post this here, or what I am hoping to get from it. I just wanted to get it off my chest I guess.

I think hitting a block to me seems a lot more daunting, like things are over. Because in Big Brother (a reality TV show that I watch every summer) "The Block" is where people are nominated to be evicted from the house. And then there is the saying "Head to the Chopping Block" which also isn't an inviting way of putting it. There are head blocks, writers blocks, building blocks, road blocks, etc. And I don't find much that is positive or uplifting in the word "Block" so it doesn't help me when I am feeling like I am in one.

Normally when I am in a block I just let it pass, I do all that I can to get myself back up again. But this time I feel like I am doing everything wrong.

Normally, posting to groups on Facebook, talking to friends, family, etc. helps me get out of it. But I haven't made any of those attempts because I feel like they are the wrong way of going about it this time.

So this is where I am going to ask for some advice, where do you get your inspiration to get out of blocks from? And what are the things that you do on a daily basis to make them go away and stay away?

Thank you in advance for helping me,

xx
Mishea


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