Friday, August 18, 2017

The Block

I feel like I have hit a block. Even though I have had good news this week, and finished a huge project for work before the deadline. I can't help but feel like I am not enough, or I feel lonely in my head. I keep saying that it isn't my day but it seems like its ending up not being my week. I'm trying to reiterate positive affirmations to myself and new beliefs but I can't seem to get through it....

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

I'm Back!

Wow, long time no talk right? (Well I guess it's long time no read, really.) Over the past few weeks I have thought about how much I have missed writing. And not like creative writing like novels and things like that. The type of writing where I basically just word vomit my thoughts onto the internet. The kind of writing where I get compliments from my beautiful grandma about how I blossom when...

Sunday, December 6, 2015

The Heavy Stuff

Right now, Buzzfeed is doing a series of videos for mental health week. Today I had taken the time to watch every video that they have put out so far. And it brought me to the conclusion that I needed to write about this whole mental health thing.  (You can find the videos here: https://www.youtube.com/user/BuzzFeedVideo/videos ) As of recent, I discovered that regardless of how happy...

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

That Moment You Realize That Your Life is a Lie

You know that moment, when you figure out something that you were so sure of your ENTIRE life is a lie? I know that I, myself have had plenty of those moments. It's that moment when you sit there in doubt of everything and just can't really talk about it, and you never seem to get a grasp of it.  Here...

Monday, November 9, 2015

Feeling Adult-ish

There is something about ordering delivery for Chinese food that makes you feel like a adult with a studio apartment in New York. There is also another whole feeling of being an adult as you sit in a dark apartment, lit with candles, the light of your TV, and laptop screen while you write a blog post about being an adult a month after your 20th birthday.  Then you realize that you are happy...

Sunday, November 8, 2015

Love Test: Choose Love

If you don't already know what I am writing about by just reading the title, watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9JrNEHj558 When I first watched this video, it was an ad on YouTube, and I wanted to skip though it but something kept me watching. I didn't think much of it when the video was over, but the second time I watched it, it stuck with me. And I decided to do it, not for my relationships...

Saturday, September 26, 2015

Use Your Common Sense, Please (Because I Didn't)

Yesterday was a hard enough day for me as it was. I felt like I was in a constant state of emergency, and was overall in a bad mood.  (this is some preface to my story that I feel is necessary.) As the President of the Drama Club at my college, I went out of my way to do concessions for our show "A Lie of the Mind" nearly every night. And it was the second night of the run, I had brought...