Let's backtrack here for a moment.

I have come to the sudden realization that I have gone about this in a completely wrong manner, and I should have told you more about myself in my first post, introducing my blog. But who likes to go by the rules? Obviously me. Cause I can't even remember the font that I want to use for all of my posts, and I'm kinda having anxiety about it, and I'm apologizing for not introducing myself first.

After writing that, I realized I never apologized for not actually introducing myself first...

I'm sorry.

Well, first off.. HI, I'm Mishea Susanne. For those of you that don't know how to pronounce my name, I titled my blog "Hi, I'm Paper Mishea" for a reason. The more you know. So, here we go.

• I am awkward, always have been. My name on twitter is Awkward Brunette for a reason, not just to be some white girl. It's just a warning, like those caution wet floor signs. 
• I eat a lot of pizza, and when I say a lot. I mean it, my co-workers know me as the girl that only talks about pizza. So that tells you something.
• Pugs. If I could love one thing for the rest of my life it would be a pug, or a real life Stitch. 
• I am one of those typical Disney fangirls, and I will never regret it a day of my life. 
• Back to the Stitch thing, I love him. I think that he is absolutely adorable and I am obsessed. I will openly admit that I am an 18 (almost 19, in 10 days to be exact.) year old girl, classified as an adult, and I sleep with a Stitch stuffed animal. 
• "Whatever" is a single word that can piss me off to no end. If we are having a discussion or an argument, and you try to end it with whatever, I cannot make any promises that I will not slaughter you in your sleep or punch you in the throat. 
• I watch youtube like it's my job. I am obsessed with daily vloggers, especially Zoella, she is basically me, but she is 24 and lives in Brighton, England, and she has a boyfriend. 
• If I had to say I had a boyfriend, it would most definitely be Netflix. I have a problem.
• I have this strange obsession with William Shakespeare, maybe it's my inner theatre kid. But I read his plays and sonnets for fun.
• Mentioned in my previous comment, I am a devoted theatre kid.
• American Sign Language is another way that I communicate.
• Things that I go by, sheabee, paper, miss mishea, shea, speck, pumpkin, sheaburr (4 of the 7 are only used by family members.)
• I like reading, a lot. Every time someone asks me what I want for christmas or my birthday, I ask for a bookstore gift card. But I'm not one of those audio book, or e-reader kind of people, I will always love the smell of a new book, and the feel of flipping pages, and being able to physically see how close I am to reading another book. And the bigger the book, the better. 
• How I Met Your Mother, and F.R.I.E.N.D.S. are two shows that I have seen every single episode of, several times. And I will watch them several more times throughout my lifetime. Simply because I am obsessed. 
• The song "you are my sunshine" will always hold a special place in my heart, so I got a tattoo of it. 
• speaking of tattoos, I have 3, and I plan on a few* more. *by few, I mean a lot more
• I wear give up on life pants* more than I wear anything else. *give up on life pants are sweats, for those of you that don't watch adventure time.
• Mentioned in the last comment, I am an avid fan of Adventure Time, say what you want. But that show is genius. 
• I don't dress in my actual style, cause I can't afford the wardrobe that I wish I had. 
• I am very much a birthday person, I love celebrating my birthday. It's my favorite holiday. 
• I also like giving people gifts, I always make sure to put a lot of heart and thought into the gifts I give because I love seeing their reaction. 
• I could live off of peanut butter, and peanut butter alone. 
• I go through phases of convincing myself to not drink soda, then I see cherry coke and I'm just not that strong. 
• Superman, he is life, he is love. 
• Hoodies, obsessed. I have a collection, I lied, I hoard them.
• I'm a ridiculously picky eater. 
• My car is probably the cutest thing about me.
• My favorite color is yellow, because it's happy. Oddly enough, my other favorite colors are grey and maroon, not so happy colors. But who says that colors are emotions? well, I just did...awk.
• I absolutely loathe the feeling of being scared. I don't do anything scary, it gives me so much anxiety that I get sick, or cry. 
• It's currently 2:34am and I am smiling because of the fact that it is in numerical order, for some reason things like that please my soul. 
• I online shop, way too much. I just like the fact that I can have things come to me from the comfort of my own bed. 
• I am envious of my grandmother and all of her crafty abilities. I wish that I had as many talents as her. 
• Candles are something that I probably never could have enough of. 
• I am forever longing to live in Oregon, or Seattle, Washington.
• Fall is by far my favorite season, during the entirety of summer I look online for cute sweaters, and long sleeves, and scarves to wear in the fall and winter.  

Okay, it's gotten to the point that I just think that I'm rambling on about nonsense things about myself. And I'm sure most of you didn't make it this far. But for those of you did, I congratulate you. +10 Mishea points for you. 

xx Mishea