Sunday, December 6, 2015

The Heavy Stuff

Right now, Buzzfeed is doing a series of videos for mental health week. Today I had taken the time to watch every video that they have put out so far. And it brought me to the conclusion that I needed to write about this whole mental health thing.  (You can find the videos here: https://www.youtube.com/user/BuzzFeedVideo/videos ) As of recent, I discovered that regardless of how happy...

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

That Moment You Realize That Your Life is a Lie

You know that moment, when you figure out something that you were so sure of your ENTIRE life is a lie? I know that I, myself have had plenty of those moments. It's that moment when you sit there in doubt of everything and just can't really talk about it, and you never seem to get a grasp of it.  Here...

Monday, November 9, 2015

Feeling Adult-ish

There is something about ordering delivery for Chinese food that makes you feel like a adult with a studio apartment in New York. There is also another whole feeling of being an adult as you sit in a dark apartment, lit with candles, the light of your TV, and laptop screen while you write a blog post about being an adult a month after your 20th birthday.  Then you realize that you are happy...

Sunday, November 8, 2015

Love Test: Choose Love

If you don't already know what I am writing about by just reading the title, watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9JrNEHj558 When I first watched this video, it was an ad on YouTube, and I wanted to skip though it but something kept me watching. I didn't think much of it when the video was over, but the second time I watched it, it stuck with me. And I decided to do it, not for my relationships...

Saturday, September 26, 2015

Use Your Common Sense, Please (Because I Didn't)

Yesterday was a hard enough day for me as it was. I felt like I was in a constant state of emergency, and was overall in a bad mood.  (this is some preface to my story that I feel is necessary.) As the President of the Drama Club at my college, I went out of my way to do concessions for our show "A Lie of the Mind" nearly every night. And it was the second night of the run, I had brought...

Thursday, June 25, 2015

You're Compensating for.... well, Something.

 I think that I have found the thing that makes me absolutely lose my mind. Without a doubt this thing makes me feel like my mind is melting out of my ears, because it frustrates me THAT bad.  And that is when huge vehicles like trucks, hummers, SUV's, etc. feel that they are entitled to the road, and all of it's entities. And because of this they think that just because they're bigger...

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Fictitious Friendships

It's kinda funny, the moment you realize that all of the time and effort that you put into a friendship was all a waste of time.  It's the second that it hits you, it's almost like your whole life rushes before your eyes. But it's the whole duration of the friendship that flashes before you instead. The moments that you spent listening to their problems, helping them out all hours of the night....

Thursday, June 4, 2015

Taking Time

Sometimes you need to take your own time, and find something that helps you get through the hard times. For some people, its taking walks, others it's reading, or writing. I like to figure out the little things about people and discover what makes them feel at ease. Everyone has one thing that basically clears their mind of everything. Even if you don't know it, you have one. You just haven't discovered...

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Writers Block

Writers block is one of the most thought crippling things that anyone could experience(Obviously). Whether you're writing anything from an essay to a blog post. It's one of the most frustrating things ever. And obviously I'm going through it now.  It's not even the fact that I don't have anything to talk about! I have a list of topics that I could ramble on about but when I try to write about...

Saturday, May 9, 2015

Sometimes you just don't feel adiquite

You know those times, where you work and work towards something and regardless of how hard to try to get there you just get blown off? The times that you feel like you tried to conquer this task that is equivalent to Everest in your mind, but you just can't seem to make it to the top? The one's that - if you don't succeed, it throws you into this insane grey area that you don't understand how to...

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

It's Been a Hot Minute

I apologize for my awful writing habits. I wish that I had all the time in the world to write about my everyday thoughts. But I am a busy college student with 12 things on my plate at a time. And I don't really think anyone missed my blog that much. BUT I AM BACK WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.  So, as you can tell I started school. I'm in my first college play, and I am so stoked I can't even...